Was I my brother's Grim Reaper?

My heart goes out to the family of Natasha Richardson. And all the families faced with the life support catch-22.

Making the decision and watching it carried it out were the worst things in my entire life. Knowing there will never be another moment with my brother. Another word. Another heartbeat. So many unanswered questions.

Watching the numbers go down. The organs fail. It is an eyes-wide-open nightmare.

A part of me died with my brother, a part I never knew existed. He will always be my older brother who died too young.

The Last of Sheila (Coburn)